tokhon ami sotero

Ami sona. Amar onek ghotonai agey tomader bolechi. Kintu aj tomader j ghotona ti bolte cholechi sheti i amar jibon ebong jounota shombondhe dharona palte daye. Amader bari chilo kolkata r alipore area te. Jara oi area te gacho tara bujhbe j ota khub posh area. Bishal ekta bunglow te thaktam amra. Amra mane -amar baba, dada, ami ebong amar vai. Ma babar agey divorce hoye gache. Dada amar theke char bochorer boro r vai du bochorer chhoto. Echarao barite tin jon full timer kajer lok. Tader du jon purush o ekjon mohila. Echara dujon driver. Je shomoy er kotha bolchi tokhon amar boyesh shotero. Dadar boyesh 21. R vai er boyesh 15. Ami shebar higher secondary porikha debo. Selection test er result ta khub ekta valo hoyni. karon ektai. Tokhon ami prem korchi. jibon er prothom prem. Ekebare habu dabu khachhi. Chele tir naam barun. Kintu ora vishon gorib. Chetla -r kache ekti bosti te bari. Tobe pora shuna ey valo. Amar sathe eki jayegaye tuition pore. Or sathe class bunk kore kore ami victoria, rabindra sadan, princep ghat ghure berai. Besh cholchilo. Ekdin hothat dada dekhe nilo. Ami r barun haat dhore haatchilam. Dada haat dhore tene nijer bike ey boshalo. Tarpor bari niye galo. Bari te giye kintu kichui bollo na. Babar jonyo wait korte laglo r phone kore kore barun er shombondhe tatthe jogar korte laglo. Raat ey dinner korte boshbo. Dada emon shomoy proshongo ta tullo. Dada- baba, tomar meye ke jigesh korecho ki result eto kharap keno hoy? Baba-result diye ki hobe, amar ja taka ache ami je kono college ey ok donation diye vorti kore debo. Dada- she na hoy debe. Kintu karon ta jigesh to koro. Baba ebar bujhlo j dada onyo kichu bojhate chaiche. Bollo,"ki byapar bolto?" Dada- tomar meye prem kore berachhe. Tao abar raas tar ekta cheler sathe. Bosti te thake. Erpor shuru holo barun er shombondhe tattho prokash. Dada joto bolche baba toto rege jachhe. Ekta time ey ora ghor theke chole galo. Vai keo deke niye galo. Ami eka eka boshe. Khide kokhon more gache. Voy haat pa thanda hoye gache. Kichukhon por ora fire elo. Amae duto boro boro bag diye bollo nijer shob jama kapor ete bhore dite. Ami bujhlam amae aj bari theke bar kore debe. Tao dariye roilam. Baba ebar chitkar kore bollo,"ki holo jao !!" Ami opore nijer ghore giye shob jama kapor almari theke bar kore bag vorte laglam. Minute ponero pore ora shobai amar ghore elo. Dada bollo"r koto khon lagbe?" Ami- hoye gache Dada-koi ekhono to baki dekhchi. Ami ekbar ghar ghuriye dekhlam. Na almari to khali. Bollam,"hoye gache to" Dada- tor shob jama kapor oi bag gulo te vorte bolechi Ami-vore to diyechi. Dada-shob Ami kichu na bujhe takiye roilam Dada-ja pore achis shegulo o. Ami ha hoye gelam. dada abar bollo," ki holo, khol" Ami voy peye gelam. Chok jole vore gache. Bujhe uthte parchina eshob ki hochhe. Kandte kandte bollam, "plz erom koro na" Dada-ekdom chup. Ja bolechi kor. Dekhlam kono nistar nei. Prothome nijer top ta khullam. Vetore ekta kalo bra. Amar mai er size tokhon 36. forsha mai er opor kalo bra. Erpor skirt ta namalam. forsha shutham pa duto unmukto hoye galo. Porone ekhon shudhu kalo bra r panty. Shobai amar dike takiye. Dada abar bollo " ki holo? Theme geli keno? Ogulo o khol" Ami bollo-"plz dada egulo thak" Baba ebar dhomok dilo,"ki kotha kane jachhe na?eto jokhon lojja tokhon lojja paoar moto kaj korai uchit na. Kholo ogulo" Ami ebar bra ta khullam. amar mai duto bandhon chere lafiye uthlo. tarpor panty tao. Ami amar gud shob shomoy shave kore rakhi. forsha gud beriye porlo. Ghore aro tinti manush. Shobar porone jama kapor. R ami ulongo. Shobai amae dekhche. Ami kono rokom ey ek haat ey dudhu r ar ek haat ey gud dhakar cheshta korlam. Obiram kende cholechi. Tokhon amar shorir purno jubatir shorir. Baba ebar bollo,"aj theke 2 shoptaho tui erom ulongo i thakbi. Khobordar jodi jama kapor porar chestao korechis. Er modhey baire jete chaile jete paro, kintu evabei jete hobe. Jodi obaddho howar cheshta korecho tahole tomar shastir din barte thakbe. " Ami bishash korte parchilam na ki hochhe. Dada ebar bollo,"khete jabi chol" Ami-ami evabe niche jete parbona. Okhane shob servents ra ache. Dada-jete parbina mane! Bole eshe ba haat ta dhore tan te tan te chollo. Ami hau hau kore kandchi,r bolchi,"plz erom koro na. Chere dao dada". Kintu ke shone kar kotha. Ekhaate ami apran chesta korchi shorir dhakar. Kintu sheki hoy. Nimeshe amra niche dinning hall ey pouche gelam. Servents tin jon i chilo. Dekhe ha hoye galo. Dada ebar amae dinning table boshalo. Servents der bollo ,"kheyal rakhbe, aj theke sona erom langto i thakbe jotodin amra na boli. keu jodi ok kono jama kapor deoar cheshta korecho tahole kintu valo hobe na. " Ami lojja ey tokhon more jachhi. Dada, baba r vai o eshe boshlo. Bollo,"khete shuru kor" Ami khabo ki. Kende kende tokhon nishash bondo hoyar jogar. Jaihok. Shedin raat kaatlo kono vabe. Pordin o eki case. Barir theke berobar kotha to vabteo parchina. She shomoy eto mobile phone chalu hoyni. R barun ra eto gorib j oder baariteo phone nei. shutorang contact korar upayeo nei. Pordin bikel bela dada hothat nijer tinte bondhu ke niye elo. ami amar ghorei chilam. Dada eshe bollo or bondhu der jonyo kichu snacks niye jete. Ami to ha. bari te tin tin te kajer lok. Tobu amae keno. Taropor ami abar nogno. kintu dada onor. Onek request eo manlo na. Baddho hoye uthte holo. Kitchen theke ekta tray te kore kichu snacks niye dadar ghore gelam. Dadar bondhura to ha hoye gache. Haate tray. shorir dhakteo parchina. kintu oder reaction ey bujhlam j dada oder ageyi boleche. Ora besh koyekbar ichhe kore snacks neor shomoy amar dhudhu te haat dilo. Ekjon abr pechon tjeke pod tao tipe dilo. Evabe din shaat ek er por ami amar shorir ta niye shachhondo bodh korte laglam. Ekhon r otota lojja lage na. Kintu bairer keu ashle berote chai na. Kintu amar barir lokeder jeno mathaye bhut chepeche j puro duniyar shamne amae ulongo kore dekhabe. Jei ashuk na keno amae tante tante tader shamne niye jaye. Dada prayei nijer bondhuder niye ashe ajkal. Vai o koyekbar nijer bondhuder niye eshechilo. Emonki baba o ekdin nijer kichu bondhu der niye eshechilo. jeyi ashe amar mai chotkaye. Pod tepe. Guder, poder futo te angul dhukiye daye. Er modhey jibon er prothom chodon kheyechi. Ba bola valo j rape hoyechi. Dadar bondhuder haatey. Tarpor aro koyekbar ora amae chudeche. sathe dadao. Emonki amar chhoto vai nijer bondhu der sathe niyeo amae chudeche. Sharadin ekrokom jaye. Raat ey eka eka shuye ami kandi r nijer barir lokeder proti monta grina te vore jaye. Mone mone roj protigga kori j vabe ora amar jibon ta borbad korlo she vabe amio oder jibon ta sesh kore debo. Sheyi du shoptaho kete galo. Kintu amar jibon ta palte diye galo. Er kichu bochor porer kotha boli. ami tokhon 22. Dadar biye holo. mone mone bujhlam ei shujog. Ful sajjar porer shokal. Ami dadar ghore giye boudi bollam,"amar ghorer shower ta bodhoy kharap ami tomar bathroom ey jai?" Boudi shorol vabe ha bollo. Dada o appotti korlo na. O bodhoy vebechilo j ami shob vule gachi. Snan kore ami shudhu ekta chhotto towel joriye beriye elam. Towel ta etoi chhoto j dhudhu onek ta onyoi opor diye fule ache. r nicheo kono rokom er gud dhaka. lomba teo chhoto. Tai haatle fak hoye shorirta dekha jaye. Boudi khub oprostut hoye galo. Dada o matha nichu kore nilo. Ami kintu patta dilam na. Ovabei boudi khate boshe golpo korte laglam. Kal raater kotha jigesh korte laglam. Boudi lojja pele bollam,"aha lojja keno pachho. Dada r amae modhey kono kichui lukano nei. tai na dada?" Dadar oshosti hochhilo. Ami kotha bolte bolte towel ta loose korchilam. Uthe dara tei towel ta khule matite pore galo. Ami da boudir shamne langto hoye gelam. Boudi taratari ekta sari niye elo. Ami bollam,"thak lagbena" Boudi-sona,tomar dada ache Ami- to ki dada to kotobar langto dekheche. Emon ki dada to amake chudecheo. Tomae chodar agey. Bole amai nogno shorir ey towel ta haat e niye beriye gelam oder ghor theke. Tarpor aro koyekbar boudi thaka kalin shobar shamne ami langto ghure beriyechi. Bujhtei parcho. Dadar biye tekeni. Prem kore biye chilo. Boudir ek chele hoy pore. Takeo boudi e bari te ashte dayena. Dadar satheo dekha korte ditona. Dadar khub e dhakka lage. Ashte ashte dipression ey chole jaye. Vai er girlfriend er sathe breakup hoye jaye thik eki karon e. Babar client rao barite asha kalin ami ulongo hoye ghurechi. Babar to prestige puncture. Ekhon ami delhi te thaki. Bari theke dure. Delhi onek ghotonai pore hoyeche ja tomader pore mone hoy kono meye eshob ki kore lekhe ba enjoy kore. Ami kori karon shotero bochor boyesh er shei ghotona amar jibon palte diyeche. Onyo meyeder theke amar jibon take alada kore diyeche.